I understand that this summer is about me and i take responsibility's on to myself
But i am not going to look back in 20 , 15, 2 years from now and thing man what was i thinking? I am going to look back and go " Damn it I had fun!" be able to hold the memories close to my heart the next time I'm sad.
I feel very alone today. I cried and I think that is what helped me decide. I'm not going to cry all my life! I am going to throw myself into it and enjoy every min!
Fuck the rest of it. if there is an issue I'll deal with it later!