Saturday, September 08, 2007

All Better...

So i am really pissed off right now. i feel so agitated that I'm numb. i have 14 days until my family leaves Iowa on there trip here. on Monday it will be 14 days until i leave. I want to have fun memories here but just feel like i am not worthy of them. tonight i am going to go out with a friend of mine. she will be bringing her husband that she is getting back together with. Do i take Doug? I don't really feel like that is the right thing to do. i really don't want to cause a big blow up. her husband is a really big jealous prick some times.

I feel so alone. Being alone is like Being stabbed. And baby I have so many knives in my Back.

I'll put up new pics later.
feeling unloved

1 comment:

Still just me said...

Repeat this:

Two more weeks, two more weeks, two more weeks................

Hang on, there is an end and it is coming soon.