Why is it that when there is a problem that is has to happen at one in the god damn morning? I want to know. why?
any way while i try and figure that out i am surrounded by my cats. at least i feel loved by them. I feel lonely and i want to cry. Man i guess this would be a time to just have a hug, huh?
And what am i supposed to do? I just get in the way, don't I? I want this weekend to be fun and for us, but i don't think it will happen. To much money, and i guess like a weeks worth of stuff to do in three days.
Going to try and sleep. wish me luck.